Midnight Thought

Midnight thought this kind of thing I don't really do.

But once a life time , why not.

Viewing other peoples illustration from tumblr , make me feels , 

" ITS MY ARTWORK CALLED DESIGN OR JUST RUBBISH ?"

I am still thinking am I choose correctly about my diploma course..

" As a graphic designer " ? This is what i din't think to do before.

I ask many of them , why are you choosing graphic design , and many of them is because they like drawing.

But for me , this course is chosen by my dad.

I am a girl that don't think too much , or you can say is , don't know what is my target.

they all are talented in drawing , patient in drawing ...

But My drawing level is a kid drawing level.

SHAME ON ME . 

i want to improve myself so badly..

but how ?

" People are all improving but me ? i feel like i'm still standing at the same starting point.."

this is absolutely saying myself.

i thought my Photoshop or illustrator skill is under improving .

but looks at other people works , they did even better than mine.

what can i do ?

can somebody tell me ?

i am not creative , i am not talented in drawing , i am not talented in designing , i am not good in this industry.

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