It's been so long.

Keep on playing the same song recently.

I know some days I will get bored with it , but trust me , not that soon.

This songs melody or lyrics remind me of something about that someone .

We living in the same area , but we dint meet once.

We know each other for that long , but we don't add each other's Facebook , twitter nor Instagram.

Thinking that if one day I meet you at somewhere , what will I react ?

Got your lastest news from friend , that you already had someone else staying beside you.

I don't have much feeling on this . Or maybe like what I thought :: you are no longer at somewhere that you have been.

This few days i feel those memories are still fresh with me , sunlight , with song and memory , my tears fall again.

Passed one year , and I also stop counting on for this , I stopped it at the times when we were graduate from  form 5 .

Sometimes , I even forced myself to remember those feeling that makes me feels sad . 

To remind myself no next time ? 

After you , I dint put my heart on someone else again . 

Maybe I am afraid , afraid of wasting another 6 years again ? 

: the people I like wouldn't pay me back same kind of thing .

This is what I believe . Believe on the people I like , wouldn't like me back.

Maybe I am being selfish to put my love on someone else again? 

So I told myself no more next time . 

Neither like someone else nor having an uncomfortable relationship with someone else. 

And you know what ? This make me not really patient for like/love on something else.

俗话说：“三分钟热度”

For example , I like this idol , but after a few months , they no longer is what I always give attention with. 

But when I sitting down and think deeply , questions that appeared in my mind . 

: do I actually like him ... that much ? That deep ? Is that called like/love ?

Or I just abuse myself , Keep thinking that , I like him deeply deeply and he makes me heartbroken or something else ? 

I don't know the answer from myself too.

The answer column always being empty.

It's been so long - RA.D lyrics.

It’s been a long time – it’s so good to see you
What should I say? I had so much to say
But all the things that lingered around my mouth
Won’t come out like I thought

It’s been a long time – you look just the same
I thought it would be a bit awkward
But your same way of talking and same jokes
I can’t believe that time is passing this way

It’s been a long time
How have you been?
What have you been doing?
Were you sick at all?
Even when I’m busy and there’s no time to rest
When I think of you sometimes
I wanted to see you
It’s been a long time

It’s been a long time – seeing you like this
Makes me think of the good memories, one by one
We used to fight so much
But how come I can’t remember any of those things?

It’s been such a long time
Everything seems like it was yesterday
But I can’t believe that time passed like this

It’s been a long time
How have you been?
What have you been doing?
Were you sick at all?
Even when I’m busy and there’s no time to rest
When I think of you sometimes
I wanted to see you
It’s been a long time

It’s been a long time
Your smiling face, your playful expressions
The familiar images, the vague memories
It’s been such a long time
They are all old stories
Although it seems like yesterday for me

How have you been?
What have you been doing?
Were you sick at all?
Even when I’m busy and there’s no time to rest
When I think of you sometimes
I wanted to see you
It’s been a long time

the song that playing in my blog now.

 LASTLY : 

今天在大的事，到了明天就是小事。

今年在大的事，到了明年就是故事~

我们最多就是有故事的人，

有些事不是不在意，而是在意了，又能怎样？