Told By Someone

Someone Told Me Something Yesterday.

At First ,

She Asked Me " What is the feeling for being single ?"

I seriously don't know how to answer this question at that moment.

Single For Me is A normal thing. I Answered her " i also don't know. i have no special feeling for it."

A "Boyfriend" Talk Yesterday With Her .

Got A warning And Reminding From her.

" Not to find someone you don't love. Not To find someone that treat you bad. Find Someone who Worth It."

She said , she feels that "my future boyfriend" will be very love and care about me.

I felt so weird why she say this ? But is a good thing for me isn't it ?

But then next thing she said is : you will be extremely love and care about him too. maybe more than he gives you."

I was warned that i should control about this.

I was warned that i need to be very clear and find someone who really worth the love from me.

If not i will be extremely hurt after this.

because the 6 years feeling of myself towards the guy.

i told myself that i seriously need to find someone who really worth.

Many of my friends asked me , when you want to get in a relationship ?

Yesterday , i told her :

" Is not that I have a very high expectation for my boyfriend. Is just the right one haven't appear in front of me. So many years , i only like one guy. And no other peoples exits or can take over his place yet. maybe i don't have feeling on him already but its still a memories for me. "

" Sometimes times isn't right. I like the people who Don't like me , the peoples who have feeling on me is who i don't like."

and She told me to take the first step if i found someone that i have feelings on him. for example talk to him first .

i said " you should know my pattern. For me , if no people comes and talks to me, or i have nothing to say i won't chat with peoples. This is me."

I WON'T BE THE ONE WHO TAKE THE FIRST STEP. TAKE NOTE ON IT.

My tears actually fall when she warned me all the things.

It is so warmed. 

i am a girl that don't know everything about relationship. because i seriously didn't been through it.

19 years old. LOLS.

she said , i must be going out work after 1 or 2 years only i will be having a relationship.

LOL.

I asked her , my type of him is it too high ? is it seriously hard to find someone to replace it?

she said yes.

i know , for a girl like me should put my expectation lower and lower.

i admit that sometimes i wish i also have a "him" beside me.

but this thought will only appeared in my mind for 1 seconds.

who doesn't want a "him" to be by your side to do something you don't dare to do ?

for example : watch ghost movie.

XD

watch ghost movie with "him" is the most wanted thing i want to do with my boyfriend.

so my boyfriend cannot scared of ghost , must be brave.

the second thing is go to haunted house with "him".

hahhahaha...

because this 2 thing i had done with my friends.

and no one time is i can go into the haunted house successfully.,

because i remember , everytime went into the haunted house ,the moment they close the entrance , i already shout i wanted to go out  !

hahhahahahaha.. so no one time is success for me to go in haunted house.

for haunted movie , i don't wish to watch in cinema.

but at house , open laptop or tv. prepare pillow and blanket around me.

i think is the best dates ever for me.

hahhahahahha....

this is the only thing i want to try with my "HIM".

The others thing i seriously don't know already ><

Don't purposely look for "HIM" . When time comes , when faith comes , You will have it.