OUR First Photography Exhibition 4aug - 8aug

hello , i am back to blog.

i have no time for this seriously , i haven't edit my birthday photos too . 

Ya, i just passed my 19th birthday last saturday. AUG 02 .

 i left one week to have my study break before my final exam.

i should not be blog right now , but i just feels like want to share this first.

I just ended my first photography exhibition at college hall , TARUC today.

YA , my first exhibition .

This assignment 3 given when i am still in the semester 3 sembreak , but most of us do it after our assignment 2 ended.


Title : What Are Words That Couldn't Be Described ?

My intention to capture this series of photos is to commemorate my first pet in my life. When I first received this assignment from my lecture, We started to discuss and decided to use my dog as our topic for this assignment because my dog just passed away in the same week that we discussed this assignment. We added in the photos of the dog into the photos of places so that it would bring out the message that the existence of the dog Is passed. I felt so guilty and regret because I wasn’t home for almost a month, and now she is gone. I kept on thinking that “ I wasn’t there when you need me the most.” This series of photos is some part of my memories and the story with her.

1

it is the road sign to show that this is the way back to our home. 

2 

 it’s means that this is our home. the place that you used to live.

3

this is the place I always chain her at there. It is because whenever there’s peoples come over my house, she always climb on the people, actually she is hugging them. Quite a naughty pet I had. But then this action always scared peoples so she always chain at there by us. It is also a place that she always sit at there. 

4

 From a puppy to a dog , this is the place she slept . I don’t know is it because of she felt safe with something surrounding her so she always sleep there or what , but then when you called her that time, she always showed up from there. 

 5

Grass is the place she loves the most , from a puppy to a dog. She always go onto it. Photos on top is like memories with her. The memories between us. 

6

 this sign is definitely for dog. Always bring her out is to let her having her time out there. But then my dog doesn’t poo at those places. She only poo in our house. 

7

 I always chain her beside the wing whenever I playing the swing. Because the time we used to go out is night time , and she is in black , it’s quite hard to find her.

8

 When she still a puppy I carried her and play with me together , as she was grown up and became so heavy , I never bring her and play together already. But whenever I playing , she will stand in front of the slides and wait for me to come down. 

9

 this photo means that we going out that time I will chain her and walk with me together. But now , she is not here , what I can do is just look at her photo and think that we are going out together. 

10

 this photo means whenever we walk for a long time, she will being tired. And this is always a place for us to rest. I sat down , and she will walking around the chair Or sometimes she stayed quietly and let me touch her. 

11

 it’s means now she already at there (the heaven) , the place far from here. And campanula for me is like peace. So rest in peace, jacy.  

12

this photo means after she passed away , I can only miss her , looking through our photos instead of touch her and play with her. 

our exhibition . 

had ended. 

sometimes when i look through the assignment i do about my dog. 

it's quite suffering but at the same time , purposely thinking of her . make me feels so good.

my assignment partner

Matthew Chong. 

thank you.

don't confuse , ya , the girl inside the photo above is me. 

don't hesitate to left a comment on this blog post. 

i would love to know your comment about my photography .

thank you.

soon will update my birthday story to you guys.

everything will be fine . #trustyourself

Talentime Night 2014

Hello .
Long time No see.
was busying my college event.

YA , my semester 4 ( which means my year2 semester 1 ) has started 7 weeks AGO.
this semester i had 7 subject. Can say that i will be dying soon.
i am worrying about that can i handle all the things in this semester ? no matter is about time or assignment.

I am joining an event as a committee . The Event named " Talentime Night " .
 In this event , my position is an EDITORIAL.

i came back for this event on 28 April. and start practising for dance. YA  , I DANCED.
a very long story why i agreed to dance for the society day competition.
its so embarrassing. seriously.

Talentime night.

thanks for inviting me joining this event as a committee , this make my college life even more memorable.

then may5- may9 , auditon week (1st PNP)  for talentime night. 

# we were pray for instru.

1st PNP was officially ended.

after the talentime night 2014 finalist is chosen.

second pnp coming. 

this time i started to busy my assignment , editorial stuff and also stage stuff.

i really had leant a lot of thing in this event , how an event going on , what peoples we need for an event.

photoshooting day

Gotong Royong Day

" Bai Bai  "day.

The most important part came , 

the whole event , all the peoples prepared just for today.

i am an editorial , but i am also involved in this stage clue .

before 24 of june , the whole week i was busying the stage. 

i was really learnt a lot of things in here .

 finalist bunting , is part of my job scope too.

 is the stage nice ?
a very long story for this stage.
from bad condition of wood stick to a beautiful stage.
i accompany this stage from the start until the end , from wood stick to stage.
of course not only me , there's some peoples also .

we even did a mini fountain .

TALENTIME NIGHT 2014 OFFICIALLY ENDED.

memories of doing stage (the process of doing stage) in Talentime Night was always the best for me.

i look happy all the time in TT and in front of the others, but i am really tired , not only body , but also emotional and mind.

many things happened between me and my friends , me and my family .

i was almost fed up for everything that time. 

on the actual day of 24 june , i even din't sleep for 24 hours just to double check the stage, photobooth thing was all set up.

i had mention in the previous post said that my only one had gone away from me. 

this period of busy time , i din't even think of that. but i know as this event going to end , 

i will be thinking a lot again.

for this thing , i know i need a long time for me to recover it.

some people's may think that just a dog , you can adopt another one again.

but sorry , i am not going to adopt another one; no one can replace her. 

you just don't know how much i felt sorry for her.

i don't know how to explain ; 

i can say that i am not a good owner , 

the second week i came back to home ,

all the things back to normal , no busy time for me , but at the same time i felt there's something changed in my life.

how i wish i can have a time machine , i seriously can't imagine what's the situation when the minute she gone away , and what will her think.

will she blame me or miss me but she just can't wait for me ?

everything came too sudden. when i was having communication problem with friends , and this showed up again. 

that time i was seriously felt fed up for everything , am i taking a wrong decision for everything ?

 i even have a second thought that i will be crazy.

i don't know what to say for this , 

i lost a lot of thing because of this event , at the same time i get and learn a lot of things in this event too.

After that , TT's had been invited to OO night.

EVERYTHING IS OFFICIALLY ENDED.