2015 is coming

I got a To - Do - List for upcoming New year . 

Is not a MUST DO to do list. But i wish i can fulfill it.

1- Get Myself a Nice Watch

2- Get Myself a Tattoo

3- Save Money

4- Think of the future for after graduate

For my Second Option is still under considering.

Because tattoo is a thing that after you do , you can't change anymore.

I myself thinking of tattoo some motivation or meaningful words.

But i have no idea what to tattoo .

Another thing i am worry about is , my dad will not happy about it.

And also my future for the people that cannot accept it , Like Job Interview ?

It's make me use quite a long time to think about it.

A thing that makes me worry is my future. 

I know everyone worry about it. 

but i have no idea what should i do after graduate seriously.

i don't want to be part of my dad company member as a designer.

but at the same time it make me lost.

i have an idea which is go over singapore.

but i know about myself , how dare i show my ugly shit artwork to peoples .

am i right ?

i always felt embarrassing when is time to talk about my design works.

i just don't mention about it.

Sometimes i want to do something special , but those thing is somebody cannot accept ,

or else is the result doesn't come out like what i thought .

Actually just to update this dead blog . 

so i comes up with a 2015 new year to do list.

A girl who always fear of everything , think a lot of thing and lack of confidence.